"I always focused on the future. Now that I reached The Future, I have no focus. I am directionless." LK, 12th House Aquarius
The Storm of Chaos: We are now in the beginning stages of accessing true power. However, first we must see where we give it away, where we have ignored it, were we have been uncomfortable with it, how we reject it, how we try to hold onto it, how we exercise it, what we were taught about it, where we were misled, where we were either abused by it (bullied) or abused it (bullying).
In essence: a revelation of a truth so your Soul can access a higher love.
You may find yourself at a future you have been searching for, working towards, or striving for. Whether the Future is what you thought it would be or not, we are done with its current incarnation. Now that you are there, it can feel as is you no longer have a focus. Without a future focus, life can feel directionless. Well, that new future is about to reveal itself, if you have not already begun to hear it's voice.
What's next on the Soul's journey?
January closed out long chapters of our lives. The full moon in Leo brought to culmination and to light, what we have been trying to see. There is absolutely no chance of unseeing it. We are experiencing an ending of how we have been demonstrating our power or powerlessness. This is not to say it was toxic or damaging, but that it is over. Whether it was toxic or productive, we are about to change the way we have been expressing it.
On the weekend of the 20th, both Pluto and the Sun were in Aquarius, 0 Degrees. A once in a lifetime occurrence designed to get us redirected. The point was to reveal some uncomfortable issues. It revealed both the ending and what is needed for the new beginning. Needless to say, this was and still is, some very heavy energy and very uncomfortable.
The new vibe is asking you to explore what has been holding you back from embodying the YOU you have kept in the shadows? With these energetic changes, it is now time for the YOU you have not allowed yourself to be.
As January closes, Uranus, the sudden change-bringer, will now go direct in Taurus, 19 degrees on the 27th. Essentially, the Soul is being given another push to break out of stuck energy with anything we would like to construct or build. We will now have access to Pluto's powerful wrecking ball and Uranus' powerful rocket launch!
In February, the Aquarius energy will be a major player. Using an innovative approach, considering and trying new ways of doing things, and thinking about things in a way you have not before are on tap. More importantly, this month will give you a nice taste of the YOU you need to bring forth.
There will be no way to hold onto the past. To make sure we let go, the week of the 12th, we have two intense conjunctions (a relationship between planets that is like doubling the power). The point of these upcoming triggers are designed to bring much needed healing. For the astrologers, this is Mars conjunct Pluto in Aquarius 0 degrees (2/13) and Chiron conjunct the North Node in Aries 16 degrees (2/19). For those of you in the Astro Travelers Group, we will be taking a deeper look into how this is helping to define our next move.
To assist in our spiritual journey, we explore the astrology for two reasons. One is to understand our Self so we can manage ourselves successfully along the journey. The other is that it is a clock, opening and closing doors at the precise time that is necessary for our Soul's evolution. If you are interested in it, you can use it as a way to understand yourself and also work with current energetic trends, thereby engaging consciously with the shifting energy patterns.
There is one spot left for February's Foundations Course! If you would like to join us, contact me as soon as possible, as classes start Thursday, Feb. 1st.
Stability: I entitled this post "Stability in the storm of Chaos" as this is exactly what is needed when such monumental life changes are occurring. The question is - where do you find stability in chaos? It's not in the toke, the smoke, the drink, the "eff", the work, the head in the clouds or in the sand.
Stability will be found in stillness. Get still and listen to the voice of your Heart. This is where the Divine is directing you.
At the end of the month, I will be offering a Guided Meditation and Reiki healing to help us release and then re-group as the new energy within our Soul's takes hold. If you would like to join: Monday the 26th, 7pm $30.
As always, sharing love and light with you all as we go through these changes!